So I started dating. I've never quite got the hang of "dating". I've always been rather shy around boys. When ever they spoke to me, It was as though my mind shut off for minutes after and the English language escaped my sense of comprehension. That was mostly in elementary and middle school... I only slightly improved on my vocal skills with boys in High School, only with the help of my two best guy friends, Chris and Chris. They helped me practice. LOL
My first three boyfriends only went out with me once before I became their Girlfriend. One, I hardly ever saw, I saw more of his twin brother then him; and the other two lived hundreds of miles away from me.
I guess I'm use to having boys tell me right away what they want... so I'm finding this whole dating thing quite frustrating. Do they like me? What are they looking for? What do they want from me?...
I'm also beginning to think I get attached too easily. I meet these guys, and I enjoy spending time with them but then I no longer hear from them after the third date. Why cant they just be up front and say they no longer want to see me, or they don't think we're compatible or even hey you don't want to sleep with me so I'm going to find someone who will... etc.etc... It's rather frustrating.
I don't think I like this thing called dating... maybe I'll just say I'm looking for a few good guy friends. I've always wanted to have a best friend and fall in love with him.
