Need to focus...

This week is gonna be agony. I have a 40 hour work week! I havent had one of  those since last Christmas! PLUS I have school. THe end is nearing!!! I gotta get better at this time management thing... Ugh! The end of this year is going by too fast... and my birthday is fast approaching. I feel soo OLD!~
Anyways, Im gonna cut this short because I must get some sleep! I have a quiz tomorrow that I still need to study for!

Things I've been thinking about:
My relationship with CHarlie and whats in store for our future.
What I need to do to finish my GE classes and get my AA in child Development.
Getting a new job!
Certain people in my life.
People in general.
.... and a million other things!

Goodnight!

Alot on my mind...

 The past few days have been taxing. Not much sleep too much sleep... its 3:22 am right now. As you can tell from my last blog a lot of sssh-tuff happened. Which caused a multitude of chain reactions in my thoughts. Does that make sense? I'll elaborate.
Have you ever had a thought that just continued to elicit even more thoughts??? We'll I had quite a few thoughts put in my head which caused my brain to have thought diarrhea. I multitude of bad and good thoughts... mostly bad. I needed a few days to sort them out, or at least try to. I came out with only one conclusion but there is still much to do.

I'm Ok now. Not great. But ok enough to continue this chapter in my life. I am cutting this short because I need sleep. I missed yesterdays class and last Thursdays class. I really cant afford to loose another day. I hope with the extra credit and perhaps my resolve to spend more time at school and focus on homework I can get high B's... because as of now even low A's seem outta the picture. SIGH*


Sweet Dreams...

SAD. . .

Feeling rather drained. Feeling rather talked out. Feeling like taking a break from words to just FEEL and REFLECT because I'm Feeling....

 Wish I could just fall asleep... When I'm asleep I don't feel ANYTHING.

The one about School stuff and an old friend...

Hola! I've Been at school for most of the day and I find myself with no time to blog but I'm determined to do it anyway!

Soooo, I recently made up my CPR practice exam, YAY!!! Know I CAN get certified! As you know my teacher said there were no make-ups allowed but for some reason she decided to let me and another student do it. I wish I had decided to look somewhat decent that day though, because another student from the class decided to take pictures of me and my classmate taking our practice exam on Annie (the CPR dolly) for the school paper. I think I looked gruesome and Im hoping the pictures are in black and white because I just basically rolled out of bed and got to class. Today we practiced splinting and paid for our CPR certification. Around this time next month I will be CPR and First Aid certified! (If I pass the final exam) Which means I'll have an extra advantage to add to my resume. . . but i stiiiill need to get my shot to work with kids. Ouch!!! Charlie's Mom offered to pay for it. She's so sweet. :)

I also recently received my school money! YAY!! . . and all ready its dwindling fast. Noooo!! I still need to pay for that darn car ticket and go get a new drivers license from the DMV. From what I hear we're suppose to get another disburstment from the school soon though. :D

I am also rather excited about tonight. An old friend contacted me on Facebook and said she wanted to get together with me and Charlie and have a couple of beers. She lives in Virginia now and is here visiting her Mom for the week. I was rather surprised. I hardly ever hear from anyone except Ericka to hang out with. Lol. I decided to invite Autumn, Farmer, Ericka, and Yan along too.  And I told Charlie to let his roomies know about it as well, since theyre friends of hers too. They all worked at Mervyns together. (If Stephens was still talking to me I would of invited him too!) I know Charlie's friends have "squeezed" him outta of their group and the not so nice part of me doesnt really mind if they come or not but I'm thinking about my friend.

Thinking about it I'm excited and rather nervous. I've explained some of my social fears. A part of me wishes now that I would have left it with Ericka, Charlie, me and her but oooh well. This should give me some "social practice". We started reading in class about how we "learn" how to hold conversations and keep on topic and attend to our friends end of the conversation while we are young. As future teachers we help them "learn" how to socialize. I can tell you right know I flunked socializing 101. LOL.

Anyways That all the time I have for now!

The Friendship Blog

Found this blog online that I'm finding very interesting. http://www.thefriendshipblog.com/

Some of the problems these other people are having remind me of mine and some of the advice on here seems very useful. The creator does have a PhD. Lol.

I would elaborate but Im pressed for time. I got soo much to do. Im bummed I havent had much time to blog.

Wah! wah! Ttyl!
Hope you like her blog. I've joined the forum! Anonymously though. lol.